I was determined today would be different. So when I woke up I didn't bother to go into the office. I let Myriam know I would be in later in the afternoon and I headed straight to the ferry.
As I reached the parking lot I saw numerous movie trucks and groups of people gathered around the Yacht Club parking lot. Cursing to myself I drove out of the parking lot to look for street parking. I can park for free right next to the ferry at our Yacht Club. Everything else downtown Sausalito is expensive. The other streets are only for permitted parking. I was basically screwed.
DAMN IT. I repeated as I drove around realizing that if I didn't park soon I would miss the 8:20 Ferry. So I finally just went back to the lot and parked. I walked over to one of the Sausalito cops who were helping out and explained my predicament. He gave me his card and told me to put it on my dashboard with a note saying I couldn't access the club parking lot. Hopefully that would do the trick and I won't received some HUGE ticket later on.
Now that I was parked and ready to wait for the ferry I looked at what all these people were doing. They were filming a Capital One Credit Card commercial.. "What's in Your Wallet?" You could tell immediately from the vikings in costume surrounding the Alcatraz Ferry ticket booth. (BTW there is no ticket booth at this ferry dock... but they managed to have one for the shoot.)
So road block #1 ended up to be a pretty cool experience. Lots of people were calling folks while they were on the ferry telling them about it. We were only a little late arriving in SF.
Along the Embarcadero there are little plaques set in the sidewalk.
I notice a series of them today.
ONCE ( said the first plaque)
THIS WAS (#2)
ALL BLACK PLASMA (#3)
AND IMAGINATION (#4)
I decided to see if the sea lions have returned to Pier 39. They had taken a vacation awhile back and basically disappeared. Of course for Pier 39 that was a concern, the sea lions have drawn lots of visitors.
Nearing Fishermen's wharf, you can peak through the old terminus to see the Jeremiah O'Brien.
Iconic Fishermen's wharf.
When I walk along here I remember my Mother. I feel like she is sitting on my shoulder.
I remember when I was a little girl we went to Fishermen's wharf. I remember going to one of the restaurants there and eating crab with really sour french bread. My Mom loved to eat food with her fingers. (I think I inherited that). Ribs, Corn on the cob, Watermelon, Fried Chicken, Crab. Sort of all of my favorites.
Whenever I think about my Mother I feel a special duty to really really enjoy life. I miss her so much. But it is really amazing how I can hear her laugh on days like today. I truly think she would be amazed at my walking (but not at all surprised that I love to eat with my hands).
Despite the fact that this is February, the grey skies didn't deter the hundreds of bikes that now share my walks.
I still didn't know what it was all about. There was a table set up with water and snacks, so I figured it must be a run or a walk.
Potential road block #2. Then I saw a sign. It is International Women's day and some poeple were going to walk acorss the bridge. Some how I think both the copters and the water and snacks were over kill for a 2 mile walk. Ahem... Where were the copters for the thousands of women walking in the Susan G Komen 3 day. Perhaps Mrs. Newsom would like to join us and then we would get the coverage we deserve. AFTER all 60 miles verus 2? You do the math. Which is more impressive.
I could see as I approached the end of the bridge the work had begun on the resurfacing of the parking lot on the west side of the Marin side of the bridge. I worried that they would have it blocked off to foot traffic. That would mean I would have to walk down Alexander Blvd, which is treacherous . I felt a little better when I saw that I could still pass under the bridge. Surely they would have blocked that off if I wouldn't be allowed to walk down the hill to Cavallo Point. But I got worried as I was herded to the far end of the lot. DAMN I thought.
But luckily they let me walk over the freshing plowed dirt so I could go down the hill.
Another potential road block averted.
Myriam and I had been carrying on business via text message and cell call while I was walking.
I decided to forgo the stop at Cavallo Point to head back to work.
It is hard to imagine at the time you are going through something difficult that that experience will ever bring you anything of value. In the loss of someone you love, it is hard to believe that the emptiness can ever be filled. Why did you have to bear such saddness. What was the point?
Could it be that part of it is your saddness allows you to live your days in joy for those who are no longer with you. Is it that their lives have shown you how to grab yours with both hands and simply relish in the wind on your face, the sun on your back and the beauty that surrounds you. There are times when I find myself looking at situations through the eyes of people who are no longer here. Like Fishermen's Wharf and the feeling I needed to eat something with my hands for my Mother. Or walking by a disco and thinking I need to spin around and dance a bit for Om. Or seeing a humming bird and watching it fly from flower to flower with a smile for Oma.
I am thinking of you Barb.
I know you will be there for your love ones now, and in the years to come.
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